Saturday, July 21, 2012

Trust (?)

Somehow when we're trust someone too much, we'll get so much hurt when this person is lying to us.
If you have this capability to trust person so deep, but suddenly they're lying, it means you have to really ready for a sudden death.
If this lie hurt you soooo much, every time you're alone in somewhere, and no one to talk, you really feels like taking a bullet, right on your chest, deep in right on your heart. Then you're started to cry, and cry, and feel useless, betrayed, and cry again, feel stupid, and cry, and cry, and you're take a lots of Xanax.

Ask your heart. Can I trust someone so much?
Ask your heart again. Can this person is really be trust?

Trust, trust, and trust (?)

Friday, July 20, 2012

Forgive/Apologize

When you're fall, it must be felt so hurt. I know, and that's normal.
When you're fall, and try to rise, that's not normal. That's amazing. Or ahhhhh..mazing!

People grow to hurt each other. That's a human nature. We should deal with that, and keep going.
When you're hurt, it doesn't the best feeling in the world at all. I know, I know.. I'm a grown up girl, I've been hurting many times. That's okay, I said people grow to hurt each other.

And what about forgiveness?
Forgive is harder than apologize. When you choose to forgive someone you love, you should take a risk. All the risk, include a heart attack. Forgiving is the greatest thing people do in their life. But if you feel that you can't cover your hole in your heart by forgive them, I guess you should leave :)

Remember, each person have a right to get a happiness in their life. If you try what I did now, you should 200 times stronger than you in usual. I learn to forgive someone even they're not apologize to us yet :)

Stay strong.
XOXO

A Letter For a Broken Heart Girl

When we love someone, everything is just perfect. The way sun is rise, the way flower's bloom, the way things look so friendly to us.
Sometimes, when we fall in love, it's just felt like a heaven on earth. I can tell you, when you're fall in love, everything you write is just sweet, charm, romantic, and breath taking. I see, and I know. Trust me. I fall in love so many times with this guy before things that makes me kinda lost my feeling about love.
When we love someone, we're all out to him. Everything we could, we gave him. When he asked for a lung, we gave them. When they want heart, we gave them, until we died. Ya, died. Our heart was take away by him. And when something's hurt us, they returned our heart in a torn, bleeding, and dying. Then when we put it back to our chest, it felt soooooooooo painful. I really need tons of Xanax, or Viccodin to ease the pain.

Fall in love is a blessed. Fall from love is an option.
In my situation, I choose to stay as strong as I could. If you're a girl, or a woman, YOU'RE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK. You have those beautiful face and body to covered your sadness. But the guy never stay strong as us. Trust me.
You're strong. You're rock. But when you feel exhausted, you can just go home to leave your pain :)

If someone you love is attract by someone new, just remember. YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD LOVE HIM PERFECTLY. No one does except you :)

I said:
Good woman for good men.


Stay strong.
XOXO

Blind?

Things get harder lately. At this point, I don't know who should I trust. people just passing me by and says that 'Hey, you know what, I just know this thing. And i can't believe it. I'm so sorry..' but they DO know this stuff for a while. I mean a pretty long time.
And what's the deal if yes, I felt annoyed by this stuff? Makes you all happy?
Time will ease the pain. But time makes us LEARN which is right, which is wrong. Sometimes, even our eyes couldn't see clearer, doesn't mean that somebody's eyes is right choice. For once, try to put a glasses when we can't see clear. Or sometimes, just let it like that. Because, time will ease the mud in our eyes, and one day, our eyes just so clear as a crystal :)

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Hmm..

I've never felt so lonely like this before..
I miss someone so bad, until I don't know what I feel anymore.
I tried to stand, as long as I could.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Just Click - Meta's Pre Wedding :))

Meta is one of my great friends while I'm in junior high school. She's also live in the same neighborhood with me, her mom is a kind person, and she's really close with my mom too :))
Now, she's planning a marriage with her lovable boyfriend, and I took their romantic moments in a photo. Here's their pre wedding photograph. Enjoy :)







Wednesday, May 23, 2012

LBD

LBD

Sea NY little black lace dress
£235 - oxygenboutique.com

Toast ballet flat shoes
£85 - toast.co.uk

Rochas sequin tote
€590 - colette.fr

Forever 21 floral shawl
$8.80 - forever21.com

"Café Latte" Travel Mug by Konitz
$17 - bloomingdales.com

Agenda Oak Printed Leather
$415 - mulberry.com

Vintage Beach style

Vintage Beach style

Wallis flat heels
$40 - wallisfashion.com

Sensi Studio straw tote handbag
$160 - calypsostbarth.com

Avalaya necklace
£9.75 - avalaya.com

Cat eye sunglasses
$139 - shopthetrendboutique.com

Clarins beauty product
£27 - debenhams.com

Kiehl s shiny hair
$25 - saksfifthavenue.com

Lavanila beauty product
$16 - sephora.com

70's vibe :)

70's vibe :)

Floral top
wallis.co.uk

Alice + Olivia flare pants
£166 - farfetch.com

Lanvin platform wedge heels
$1,190 - net-a-porter.com

Juicy couture tote
$148 - juicycouture.com

Wooden bangle
$17 - kohls.com

Fantasy Jewelry Box gold jewelry
$14 - fantasyjewelrybox.com

Marni sunglasses
$430 - marni.com

Melissa Odabash floppy sun hat
£13 - debenhams.com

Stila cheek bronzer
$28 - nordstrom.com

Lancôme waterproof mascara
$26 - neimanmarcus.com

Viva La Diva summer makeup
€8,95 - nelly.com

Benefit Little Flirt Lashes
£10 - johnlewis.com

Saturday, May 19, 2012