Rejection.

How if you're deal with a rejection? Hurt? Disappoint? Sick? Enough?
I know.. Believe me, I've been through it so many times. What I feel? Yes, I hurt. But something painful if you feel that more than twice, you'll started to numb. Maybe just sad for a while, and then it become "hmmm.." in our heart.

It feels:
Everybody just passes you. You talk to them, scream, yelling at them, but they're just didn't hear you. Are they deaf, or did you just speaking quietly so they didn't hear what you said. No way. We're yelling and screaming like a mother fucker to them, there's no way they didn't hear because we're too quietly speaking.
Or, it's like in the dark night, everybody wears gray, or brown, or khaki, or black, and you're wearing some neon pink outfit, but they still didn't realize that you were there. Do we need a flashlight, or even spotlight just to make them see us?

If you feel a rejection over, and over again, you're started to numb. Worst, you don't know what you feel anymore. Is that hurt? Sad? Upset? Mad? Disappoint? You just don't know. It's just "hmmmm.." in your heart.

For all the repellent: wake up. Set your eyes, your ear, your heart. If you're blind, go to the oculist and do surgery. If you're deaf, buy some hearing aids. Easy, right? If you're heart doesn't exist, poor you.
Wake up.