Simple Overture

No one knows, when we'll get something precious in our life.
No one knows, when something miracle really happen in our life.

So do I.

Sometimes I'm just hoping and hoping that what I want in this world is really come true. I'm hoping all the time, wishing miracle happen.
I'm still standing there. Hoping, and hoping.

I'm wasting my time.

Sometimes we just keeps hoping all the time.
But sometimes if we're realize, what we're hoping for is near us, even so close to us.

They came with their simple way. Just very simple. Without coercion and spread its charm everywhere in our heart.

They just came. Simple. Just listening to us. Just be our friend.
But they do. They do are miracle what we're looking for.

They came with a simple overture.

April 23, 2012

I am not a social network addict, so I'm sorry if I don't follow what's trend now, what's new now. I'm not like you, or many people who can't live without a social network. I do have a facebook, and I do have a twitter. So what? World never change better to me even I have them, right? Does facebook makes my job done in 2,5 second? No. Does twitter can accomplish when I apply someone else makeup? No.
So what? Do I looks great if I exist in this facebook or twitter? Yes, for you. But I'm not.
Can you understand that both social network is something tough for me? I don't need you to NOT doing that social network thing like me, just please, be normal. You're living in a real world, real people, and real me. Please for just a second, put them down away from your life.

I'm not a kinda girl. I love to live normal without them. I'm so blessed with my old-fashioned networking, because I can do much thing I love without sitting my ass on full day in front of computer, looking who's trending now, and  who's write to my wall.


I'm sorry. I'm just me. And this is me.

Just Click - Lita

 Lita came to my house for a client meeting, and when the meeting is over, we got bored. So I decided to do something with her. Lita is an indie style lovers, so I looking some indie stuff in my closet, and I found some :D not so indie, but I guess it's indie enough for Lita :D
Oh, and I do her photograph :D

Just Click - Kebaya

Kebaya is another identity of my country. Kebaya used to be a casual clothes for a women in Indonesia. But now, Kebaya is used only for certain events, like weddings, graduations, or attend a wedding. And this Kebaya is my mom creation =) again, I asked (forced) my sister to become my accidental model, but this time, I go with my sister become an accidental model too :D this hair and makeup do, it's all my creation.
This kebaya is little modified by my mom, so the shape is not too traditional. Enjoy =)

My sister and I is wearing a vintage look alike Kebaya, and the fabric calls 'kembang watu' :))

My sister and I wear the same Kebaya. The fabric calls taffeta. We're wearing the same Kebaya with different style. I wore that with a black jeans and flat shoes, my sister wore that with Sarong, and her hair is an up do.

My Kebaya is cyan, which is the same color with my sister's sarong. My sister: Black satine Kebaya with some sequin. Me: Cotton fabric kebaya with black jeans and flat shoes =)

Thanks to my lovely sister Tety :* and Lita of course, from novulart photograph :D

Just Click - Batik

You know, I'm from Indonesia, and Batik is one of my country identity (in culture of course), so I asked my sister to be able become my accidental model =)
Then, I do her hair and makeup and the clothes of course, and take some picture with my friend, Lita (novulart photograph) on Sunday morning =))
Here's some of my creation..

 I love this purple Batik. The design kind a 70's :))

 This one looks kinda bit 'old', that's why we call this Batik is Lawasan-which means old Batik.

 This maroon is Tenun :))

 This blue Batik is a contemporary Batik, the motif is adorable, look so fresh =)

 This one is my fave-a chiffon contemporary Batik-

Thanks to my sister Tety :* and Lita from novulart photograph :D

Why I Hate Facebook?

    I used to be a girl that could be considered one that exists in facebook, until May 2010 incident and make me like the mentally handicapped and psychologically to deal with it. Somehow, it's very difficult for me to just log in and view my profile, view my boy profile, act normal like everyone.  
    I felt like I've got a panic attack when I would type in www.facebook.com, and feels very tough. My heart began beating abnormally, and the worst, I'm throw up because my heart was beating too irregular. And the thing that most often I'm experiencing are: crying uncontrollably.
 
    Indeed, there is an incident that made me so phobia against facebook. But I can not tell what I experiencedto anyone, even with my boyfriend. I continue keep it until it feel up to my neck and hit my stomach down. I have been bullied in the site. Not by my friends, but by someone who means a lot to me. Even worse, someone discuss and remind a dark time in a past to the present, and often made ​​me feel that I was worthless in the eyes of all people and I'm looking for a way to hurt myself in an effort to makes me relief,because I have been punishing myself . Most often, I'm scratching my wrist until it bleeding, and there's a mark until now.
Maybe, my boy would did not expect this. But, yeah .. That's what happened to me. That's why I hate facebook. I'm so sorry, Mark Zuckerberg, though I did hate your facebook, but believe me you're very, very great, and fantastic, and so smart, and you should know that I'm your no 1 fans, even it used  to be I'm  a no 1 fans of facebook.

Cheers!
xoxo

Get Some Fresh and Functional Looks =)

Hello Girls!

You know when we're about in this condition: tired, and we're going to a date with our boy, then our face is look so 'dead'.
Simple! Try this step for me:

• Applied some natural foundation with a brush, applied it on your face only thinly. I usually don't having a powder anymore, because the final looks is more natural. Our skin will look oily and sexy :D if you want to applied a powder, just a loose powder. Applied it only thinly.
• Shape your eyebrow with a natural eyebrow color's pencil (brown), or just shape it using a mascara.
• Applied some natural blush-on on your apple cheek. When applied it, you'd better smile so you'll get your best position on your apple cheek. Just spotted, then blend it with your brush.
• Wake up the eye! Grab some mascara, then gently applied it on your lashes from root. 
• Get some natural lip shine.

Voila! Fresh and functional looks. Love it!