Why I Hate Facebook?

    I used to be a girl that could be considered one that exists in facebook, until May 2010 incident and make me like the mentally handicapped and psychologically to deal with it. Somehow, it's very difficult for me to just log in and view my profile, view my boy profile, act normal like everyone.  
    I felt like I've got a panic attack when I would type in www.facebook.com, and feels very tough. My heart began beating abnormally, and the worst, I'm throw up because my heart was beating too irregular. And the thing that most often I'm experiencing are: crying uncontrollably.
 
    Indeed, there is an incident that made me so phobia against facebook. But I can not tell what I experiencedto anyone, even with my boyfriend. I continue keep it until it feel up to my neck and hit my stomach down. I have been bullied in the site. Not by my friends, but by someone who means a lot to me. Even worse, someone discuss and remind a dark time in a past to the present, and often made ​​me feel that I was worthless in the eyes of all people and I'm looking for a way to hurt myself in an effort to makes me relief,because I have been punishing myself . Most often, I'm scratching my wrist until it bleeding, and there's a mark until now.
Maybe, my boy would did not expect this. But, yeah .. That's what happened to me. That's why I hate facebook. I'm so sorry, Mark Zuckerberg, though I did hate your facebook, but believe me you're very, very great, and fantastic, and so smart, and you should know that I'm your no 1 fans, even it used  to be I'm  a no 1 fans of facebook.

Cheers!
xoxo

Get Some Fresh and Functional Looks =)

Hello Girls!

You know when we're about in this condition: tired, and we're going to a date with our boy, then our face is look so 'dead'.
Simple! Try this step for me:

• Applied some natural foundation with a brush, applied it on your face only thinly. I usually don't having a powder anymore, because the final looks is more natural. Our skin will look oily and sexy :D if you want to applied a powder, just a loose powder. Applied it only thinly.
• Shape your eyebrow with a natural eyebrow color's pencil (brown), or just shape it using a mascara.
• Applied some natural blush-on on your apple cheek. When applied it, you'd better smile so you'll get your best position on your apple cheek. Just spotted, then blend it with your brush.
• Wake up the eye! Grab some mascara, then gently applied it on your lashes from root. 
• Get some natural lip shine.

Voila! Fresh and functional looks. Love it!

October 13th, 2011

Girls, somehow we're doing some mistake in our life. From small mistake, to big mistake, to horrible mistake. Ya, we're doing a lot of mistake in our life. But have you girls ever think that what we do (a lot), is because of others? We're try to do what the others want and override our needs, or ever our dreams. I do in that positions. And it feels really wrong and really exhausted, because we have another thing to do, besides doing the others wants. Somehow, when we're just do what we want once, that others will say a bully words, and tell us that we don't do anything right, or we just do nothing. We did. We did everything they said, but what about if when we did that, they're didn't see us? Is that our fault? Do we have to do everything right on their eyes, so they can see that we're doing what they want? Isn't that kind a lick the boots? Nope, I guess if we do something that the others want, we don't have to do it right on their eyes just to make them know that we're doing what they want. If we want to do something for the others because of they needs, we just doing it always. No matter if they see us doing, or they didn't. But remember girls, take some time to do what we really want to do, and we needs in our life.

Cheers xoxo

Some Little Touch to Your Face without Looking Over Makeup Do.

Sometimes we just forgot about how matter makeup is. Actually, when we going out for a walk, to college, course, or even hang out with our friends, sometimes we're going with 'too naturals makeup' a.k.a we're doesn't put anything into our face. Or maybe just a baby powder. Girls, two things you should remember:

• If you wearing a baby powder to your face, it's okay. But if you JUST wear that item, you'll look so pale. Remember, baby powder is absolutely white powder. If you doesn't wear any blush on, or mascara, or even eyeliner, trust me, you're begin to look like a sick person.
• Natural is the best way to looking good. But when we try to looks natural, we should do a natural makeup to look natural.

Try some tips here:

• Buy some loose powder with a strong skin face colour. In this case, I'm going to buy some Revlon loose powder, or Ultima loose powder. Remember, when we looking for a right natural colour to our skin face, pick one level darker than our skin face colour.
• Buy some natural blush on. Natural blush on is not really looking blush when we applied to our face, but it makes a different colour, but it's not that blushing.
• Buy some lip gloss. Girls, if you have a thin lips, this is absolutely your must have items. Apply this lip gloss to your lips, and then you'll get some sexy pouty lips. If you're a thick lips team, just buy a natural matte lipstick with a conditioner. Or if you love to looking pale in your lips, buy some lip balm. It add some spark in your thick lips without look like a over mouth silicone.
• This is any girl must have items: mascara, eyeliner, and eyebrow pencil. In this case, any eyeliner can be applied. You can use a pencil eyeliner, or a liquid. But if you want to looks natural, you definitely go to pencil eyeliner. If you want some dramatic eyes, buy the liquid one.
• Foundation is not recommended to use it everyday. I suggest you to go to aesthetic clinic, and start some facial treatment. Then, you don't have to use a foundation every time you want to make some natural makeup. For example, if you'll going out with your friend in a morning, just wear a sunblock from your doctor, and applied it with your loose powder, blush on, lip gloss, mascara, eyeliner, and eyebrow pencil. See? You don't have to wear a foundation every time. Trust me, your face skin is gonna stay fab with your doctor's cream.

And this is the steps to applied them:

1. Brush your face with a face soap.
2. Applied your facial cream.
3. Applied your loose powder evenly to the neck.
4. Draw your eyebrows with a eyebrow pencil. You don't need to re shape them when you're draw them. Just follow your original eyebrow shape to looks natural, and not so crazy repeat it. Simply drawing with fine lines only. If your eyebrow is incredible enough, just draw it with your mascara.
5. Applied your eyeliner. Just right on your eye line, to looks natural, don't spread it too crazy over your eye line, because if you're too crazy spread it over and over, your eyes going to look like weird. Just spread it twice or three times right over your eye line. If you want to some Angelina Jolie or Dianna Agron's eyes, make the line beyond the tip eyeliner your eyes a little, then shape it a little above the line, and it can make some cat eyes effect that so dramatic. But remember, not too crazy applied it.
6. Lash your eyelash with mascara. Sometimes when we wear it, our eyelash is about to clumping. In this case, don't applied too crazy like eyeliner. Just twice or three time lash it is enough.
7. Last, applied your blush on. If you have a really pale skin face, applied it start above your eyebrow, then down into your cheek, then down into your chin, and make number 3 from your forehead, cheek, and chin. Remember, wear it thin, and then applied again in your apple cheek use your finger. It will gives you a summer skin looks.

Then, you're ready to go girls!